Truth is.. i’m having troubles with almost every aspect of my life. 

I can’t cope with work and I can’t seem to enjoy it either.

My relationship sucks. We are both on different “paths” as it were… finding it hard to trust him or even believe his is serious about us. We have faced so many obstacles in four years it’s insane! Things still are not easy for us. I don’t think it’s supose to be this hard.

Depression. I reactently came off my “happy pills” and am not adjusting as quickly as I had hoped.

I need to give myself a break i wish I could! But sadly situations have changed and I now have no space to rest!!!


Thanks x

I haven’t had acsess to my blog properly im what seems like forever!

So you can imagen my shock to see I have 28 of you amazing followers. This means the world to me. This is a safe place for me to express my darker side that noone else gets to see. You saved me xxxx

My Stay at Spread Eagle Inn

Spread Eagle Inn is a four star Inn located in the romantic and peaceful setting of Stourhead. It offers 5 spacious rooms with lovely Georgian decor.

The pub itself offers fantastic service with a great choice of drinks and food with a relaxed atmosphere and a roaring fire. I decided to try the pork and chorizo bean stew with crumble for afterwards with a (small) glass of Saviorgen Blanc. (diet starts tomorrow, I swear!). I can see why it won a AA dinner award!

I stayed for one night with my boyfriend and the bedroom was larger than expected! It was very clean and as promised it’s decor was Georgian and made it romantic. The Inn was peaceful with only one other couple staying, I feel because of this the service was fantastic. The staff were all friendly and able to answer any of our questions.

The location of the Inn is outstanding. After check out (10am), we had a walk around the stunning Stourhead grounds and visited the gift shop before we collected a hamper from the Spread Eagle for our lunch.

I would recommend this inn for couples as it’s peaceful, romantic and a good place to relax and get away from it all.

I can’t upload photos right now but I promise soon…